i see a shrink but never really tell em how i feel,part from anger depression insomnia bla bla bla.but i get mental thoughts like kidnappin someone an cuttin their eyelids off an makin em drink battery acid if someone pisses me off or looks at me wrong! why? i also find things funny that people would think is horrible.like i saw the police smash an old ladys door down to see if she was o.k cos no one seen her for a few days an i couldnt stop laughin at it.the police smashin down old ladys doors ahahahahahahaaaaaaaaa! an i jus feel like i dont know myself anymore an would be happy to jus sit in prison fuckin around an havin a laugh with people in their about things we all done lol.why do i find crime so funny? even if sumone got battered or stabbed i laugh.am i mad or jus a bit messed up? i dont know its like im in a diffrent mindframe every few seconds an i think random stuff 24/7.like make a spastic do a triple backflip an smoke a fat spliff an then land on one eyelid an reverse twist hop on to the other one then re triple backflip back round on to the other eyelid?!?! why the fuccckkkkk do i think shit like this lol?!?!? hibbady hoooplaaa!! giggidy giggidy dont be a silly mcmotherfucker u eleventeen thousand metre bellend face monkey shitcunt! see wot i mean lol.this is wot my heads like all the time!