Life is wank and only cos its christmas it makes even more worthless, Im gonna be 20 in a years time and I have no future to look forward to Ive laid awake in bed all night thinking about this Ive had 4 jobs in the last year and non of them exactly a professional job with any future and Im getting beyond the age to be able to become a apprentice in a trade so thats out of the window I left college half way through studying for a qualifaction which was a waste of my time and Im now facing the prospect of having fuck all money for shitmas whilst all my friends are out having a good time, the only money I have will be off my parents and they are being cunts as well, Im pissed off cos I know I have no future and the world is shit
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Shit Fly: Life is wank and only cos its christmas it makes even more worthless, Im gonna be 20 in a years time and I have no future to look forward to Ive laid awake in bed all night thinking about this Ive had 4 jobs in the last year and non of them exactly a professional job with any future and Im getting beyond the age to be able to become a apprentice in a trade so thats out of the window I left college half way through studying for a qualifaction which was a waste of my time and Im now facing the prospect of having fuck all money for shitmas whilst all my friends are out having a good time, the only money I have will be off my parents and they are being cunts as well, Im pissed off cos I know I have no future and the world is shit<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> i feel your pain bruddah, i am 20 an have had the same luck with jobs. i could say 'keep trying', but thats what everyone says when they can think of something good to say.. instead i will tell you my own life rules of conduct: 1: you can never be too selfish, just make sure you never exceed into arrogance and stupidity. 2: dont blame yourself, its always someone elses fault. 3: do what YOU want to do but also in respective of what the system only allows us to do. for example; dont be a crim, it usually never works. 4: enjoy your life sometimes i see myself but most of the time i dont. just my hands, the people i meet, the things i have witnessed, remembered, shunned or forgotten and my thoughts, the way i talk to myself and to others, right now and in my sleep. The semi-conscious ramblings of a disturbed mind. My face, hair, voice are all similar but distinctive, i am unique in my own way and i dont dislike myself. these things all combine together to form ME and my existence, a nobody in a sea of everybodies. they are the very foundations of my being and will continue with me until i reach adulthood. but i am not going to take that journey alone, and i sure am gonna have hell of a time!!
Well Im off for another job interview tomorow at 11am but thast only for the shitmas period then after January I'll be gone again unless they taking a liking to me which I fucking doubt cos I will probably hate the job and the people who work there, I never used to be like this only a year ago when I just turned 18 I was a animal never thought about what I was gonna do just did it and had some right times untill the realisation comes in about what your future really holds
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by unlimited-time: Well i'm nearly 30 <HR></BLOCKQUOTE> holy shit! do u have grey hair? a posture hump? what about diapers, do u wear diapers?
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Shit Fly: Life is wank and only cos its christmas it makes even more worthless, Im gonna be 20 in a years time and I have no future to look forward to Ive laid awake in bed all night thinking about this Ive had 4 jobs in the last year and non of them exactly a professional job with any future and Im getting beyond the age to be able to become a apprentice in a trade so thats out of the window I left college half way through studying for a qualifaction which was a waste of my time and Im now facing the prospect of having fuck all money for shitmas whilst all my friends are out having a good time, the only money I have will be off my parents and they are being cunts as well, Im pissed off cos I know I have no future and the world is shit<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> Thats fucking scary... Thats exactly like me... But I also have debts from uni (weed&accomodation shit) to pay off... oh and all my flights and holiday money... <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR> From Tit - holy shit! do u have grey hair? a posture hump? what about diapers, do u wear diapers?<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> now your just messin'... That retard facade would have held up if you hadn't have said that...
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by kitana: Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! old ppl everywhere!<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> Hehehe! Come here little girl... Do you still wanna be my girlfriend?
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by PinkorBrown69: Hehehe! Come here little girl... Do you still wanna be my girlfriend?<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> ugh! hell no! i thought everyone here was like between the ages of 16-25 gross! i feel violated
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Instance of masturbation: now your just messin'... That retard facade would have held up if you hadn't have said that... <HR></BLOCKQUOTE> what do u mean retard facade?
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by kitana: what do u mean retard facade?<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> Goin' through the motions from the Chambers Dictionay (Chambers Harrap Publishers Ltd 1998 blah blah blah...) Retard ri-tard, vt to slow...blah blah blah... retar'date(psychol) a person who is mentally retarded or backward... Facade fa-sad, n the exterior front or face... esp with showy and with little behind it...
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by kitana: i posted this once, i guess i will post it again, i am smart in school and dumb in other life things <HR></BLOCKQUOTE> You guessed right <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Shit Fly: Life is wank <HR></BLOCKQUOTE>
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Shit Fly: Life is wank and only cos its christmas it makes even more worthless, Im gonna be 20 in a years time and I have no future to look forward to Ive laid awake in bed all night thinking about this Ive had 4 jobs in the last year and non of them exactly a professional job with any future and Im getting beyond the age to be able to become a apprentice in a trade so thats out of the window I left college half way through studying for a qualifaction which was a waste of my time and Im now facing the prospect of having fuck all money for shitmas whilst all my friends are out having a good time, the only money I have will be off my parents and they are being cunts as well, Im pissed off cos I know I have no future and the world is shit<HR></BLOCKQUOTE> Why single out X-mas? Sounds like every fucking day is shit!
I'm with you Pinky. I'm 31 and life is great. I have to say, it did suck and swallow till I was about 22. I does get better guys. Always gets better. It is a load of crap that you need to have your life together by 20. You will still feel like you are 'a kid who is supposed to be an adult' untill... well...ummm... I'll let you know when I find out.
cos its Shitmas and thats taking the fucking blame for it, I have debts but only minor ones nothing special
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by kitana: WHERE'S MY MONEY, BITCH??? <HR></BLOCKQUOTE> So your not a virgin... but a 'LADY' OF THE NIGHT? Turn up for the books
<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Nauseous: Why single out X-mas? Sounds like every fucking day is shit! <HR></BLOCKQUOTE> No shit! i agree with Nauseous
