Everyone gets on my nerves and it's next to impossible to be nice. All I ever want to do is go somewhere where people aren't. I don't know if I am depressed or just an asshole. I am also lazy and don't feel like doing anything... ever.
You sound like me. I think I am a depressed asshole. I want to spend my weekend vegging out versus going somewhere or doing anything. My work forces me to deal with people all day and talk on the phone constantly. When I get home, I hate to hear the phone ring and I want everyone to leave me the hell alone. It doesn't happen, though. I have accepted that which is beyond my control and try not to stress out about it too much. I just want a simple life. Like water, I flow along the path of least resistance as long as I can.
Strange.. Thats just like me actually, what I can't stand about real life is just general snobish assholes, management types or people with superiority complexes, which only leaves 1 in 60 reasonable people that I can talk to. What REALLY pisses me off, is that phrase 'thats life get used to it' NO, thats YOU, every cock sucker who says 'thats life get used to it' change your fucking attitude and tell everyone else to change and we all wouldnt be living in a depressing slave society, because its obviously not working is it?! This is why I've "opted out" of society, much like you.
Is this your way of saying that I have mild retardation? "Axis II: underlying pervasive or personality conditions, as well as mental retardation " "Common Axis II disorders include borderline personality disorder, schizotypal personality disorder, antisocial personality disorder, narcissistic personality disorder, and mild mental retardation." I can't like everyone all of the time. There are people I can totally like and be all nice to one day and the next day hate everything about them and wish they were dead. It's like a switch flipping on and off. Any of you other assholes like that?
I believe that any disorder is an adjustment to insane conditions, people go mad because they are adjusting to the world around them and this world is fucking loopy. In fact, we all think 'normal' people are nuts. "In the 60's, People Took LSD To Make The World Weird. Now The World Is Weird & People Take Prozac To Make It Normal"
Sounds like Borderline Personality. People with BPD often have highly unstable patterns of social relationships. While they can develop intense but stormy attachments, their attitudes towards family, friends, and loved ones may suddenly shift from idealization (great admiration and love) to devaluation (intense anger and dislike). Thus, they may form an immediate attachment and idealize the other person, but when a slight separation or conflict occurs, they switch unexpectedly to the other extreme and angrily accuse the other person of not caring for them at all. Even with family members, individuals with BPD are highly sensitive to rejection, reacting with anger and distress to such mild separations as a vacation, a business trip, or a sudden change in plans.
Yeah, sorta. My sister was diagnosed with that, but I have no fear of abandonment. In fact, I like being alone. I can be single and it doesn't bother me a bit, but she always has to have a man around. If it weren't for the weak, needy clinginess that I associate with that personality, it sounds like me. The last psychiatrist I went to said I had cyclothymia and that my moods cycle so much and that is why I get pissed at everyone so easily. I dunno. He had a lot of consonants in his last name and put me on Lamictal, Prozac and Desyrel. Lamictal made me itch, so he put me on Lithium and I didn't take it or anything of the other shit. Lithium made me sad to have to take and it was too toxic. I'm a pretty big bitch. I don't know if there is a pill for that.
Actually there is a homeopathic remedy for that. Just take about 10 castor beans, grind them up, and mix the powder with your favorite wine cooler. Drink it down, and before you know it you are all mellowed out. It's really safe too, cause everyone knows that "Natural Medicines" are 100% good all the time. If that doesn't work, you might want to try some of the other "natural" medicines noted here - http://www.spaink.net/suicide/suicide_poison_natural.html .
