Addiction Help

Discussion in 'General Mayhem' started by Yummy, Jun 11, 2002.

  1. Yummy

    Yummy New Member

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    I used to be a sex addict. I belonged to a swingers club that I would go to with a friend of mine (he was a good fuck and got off on seeing me with other men.) I knew a couple of Doms and would get a fix pretty often (you have to make sure you are all healed up...they don't want to see marks from other Doms). I spent my days cybering, trading porn, and having phone sex. I had a few special friends who liked me to leave voice mail for them...the sound of me cumming, the sound of me pissing, the sound of me spanking my own ass, etc. If I had charged for what I did I wouldn't be struggling to pay for college now. I realized I had a problem...even joined a support group for sex addicts. Get this, you can't talk about your past actions, any things you are afraid you will do, any urges...nothing that will set someone else off.

    Anyway...I got a boyfriend...we have vanilla sex...probably still to often, but whatever. So my problem is I get my "fix" (adreniline rush) now by looking at sick shit on the net. Pickled punks, human oddities, car wrecks, suicide pics...I suppose it isn't any sicker than some of the porn I used to look at, and it isn't like I masturbate to it. But I look at it obsessively. Maybe I should take my meds more regularly, haha.

    So the choice is going to some bible beaters and asking them to pray for me and help me stop...or coming here and asking for good sites

    TIA,
    Yummy
     
  2. kitana

    kitana New Member

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    u want me to kastrate u?
     
  3. Yummy

    Yummy New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Psycho Kit:
    u want me to kastrate u?<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    female castration is gross...not at all funny like male castration :p
     
  4. GreenAppleSplatters

    GreenAppleSplatters New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Yummy:
    I used to be a sex addict. I belonged to a swingers club that I would go to with a friend of mine (he was a good fuck and got off on seeing me with other men.) I knew a couple of Doms and would get a fix pretty often (you have to make sure you are all healed up...they don't want to see marks from other Doms). I spent my days cybering, trading porn, and having phone sex. I had a few special friends who liked me to leave voice mail for them...the sound of me cumming, the sound of me pissing, the sound of me spanking my own ass, etc. If I had charged for what I did I wouldn't be struggling to pay for college now. I realized I had a problem...even joined a support group for sex addicts. Get this, you can't talk about your past actions, any things you are afraid you will do, any urges...nothing that will set someone else off.

    Anyway...I got a boyfriend...we have vanilla sex...probably still to often, but whatever. So my problem is I get my "fix" (adreniline rush) now by looking at sick shit on the net. Pickled punks, human oddities, car wrecks, suicide pics...I suppose it isn't any sicker than some of the porn I used to look at, and it isn't like I masturbate to it. But I look at it obsessively. Maybe I should take my meds more regularly, haha.

    So the choice is going to some bible beaters and asking them to pray for me and help me stop...or coming here and asking for good sites

    TIA,
    Yummy
    <HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    Yeah,cause it's so damn hard to find porn on the internet....
     
  5. FredVegas

    FredVegas New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by GreenAppleSplatters:
    Yeah,cause it's so damn hard to find porn on the internet....<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    There's porn on the internet???
    Gotta go, see ya'll later...
     
  6. nerpsen

    nerpsen New Member

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    *posts naked pictures of herself for FredVagas*
     
  7. FredVegas

    FredVegas New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Siber Bitch:
    *posts naked pictures of herself for FredVagas*<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    *looks at nekked pictures*
    Hey!! That rash looks pretty nasty. It's not contagious, is it? And what's with the third nipple?
     
  8. Matthew

    Matthew New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Siber Bitch:
    *posts naked pictures of herself for FredVagas*<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    *pukes* *doesnt like looking at naked little boys*
     
  9. nerpsen

    nerpsen New Member

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    Well don't look at little boys then. It's pretty fucking simple. Wanker.
     
  10. Dwaine Scum

    Dwaine Scum New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Yummy:
    I used to be a sex addict. I belonged to a swingers club that..... Yummy<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    MOM!!!!what the fuck have I told you about posting in my goddamned forums?!? Knock that shit off!!!
     
  11. kitana

    kitana New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Yummy:
    female castration is gross...not at all funny like male castration :p<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    oh, my bad, thought u were male.
    how about i remove yer uterus?
     
  12. Yummy

    Yummy New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>GreenAppleSplatters couldn't have actually said:
    Yeah,cause it's so damn hard to find porn on the internet....<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    Did I ask for Porn? I didn't ask for porn. Did ya read the post? You didn't read the post.

    I asked for gruesome sites (not just gross like ratemypoo.com). Why respond to a post you didn't take the time to read? Just like the sound of your crusty fingers hitting the keys?
     
  13. Yummy

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Psycho Kit:
    oh, my bad, thought u were male.
    how about i remove yer uterus?
    <HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    Why do I think YOU would do it just by stuffing your fist up there and ripping it out? I think at this time I will have to decline...my insurance doesn't cover alternative medice.
     
  14. GreenAppleSplatters

    GreenAppleSplatters New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Yummy:
    Did I ask for Porn? I didn't ask for porn. Did ya read the post? You didn't read the post.

    I asked for gruesome sites (not just gross like ratemypoo.com). Why respond to a post you didn't take the time to read? Just like the sound of your crusty fingers hitting the keys?
    <HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    Yeah,cause it's so fucking hard to find gruesome sites on the internet you jagoff.
     
  15. GreenAppleSplatters

    GreenAppleSplatters New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Yummy:
    Why respond to a post you didn't take the time to read? Just like the sound of your crusty fingers hitting the keys?<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    I just skimmed over it because I didn't feel like reading two paragraphs of drivel.
     
  16. pimpchichi

    pimpchichi Active Member

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    somebody could have fucking warned me it was drivel.. before i fucking read it and discovered it was just drivel disguising a request for sick links
     
  17. Yummy

    Yummy New Member

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    <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="verdana">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Pimp Monchichi:
    somebody could have fucking warned me it was drivel<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

    WARNING: I post Drivel
     
  18. pimpchichi

    pimpchichi Active Member

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    too fucking late now.... couldn't you have just made that your username to save time?
     
  19. tommy710

    tommy710 Active Member

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    IM JUST SAT HERE STONED OUT MY MIND WONDERING WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON,I DONT THINK ITS A GOOD IDEA TO POST THIS IN MY CURRENT STATE OF MIND ILL PROBABLY REGRET IT IN THE MORNING.
     
  20. Nauseous

    Nauseous Active Member

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    You must be taking high doses of Ritalin, Sp...er, Tommy. Your grammar has improved!
     

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