I'm pretty (drop dead) real. That's all. Even when i'm out my tiny brain, like...now. Truth WILL conquer all. It is our salvation. A golden rope that connects you to the source of creation. But you need courage to stare into the black that exists in your own soul before you start telling anyone else what is right and wrong. Have you honestly done that - stopped hiding from yourself? Faced your darkest fears? I have. This is my reward. This shitty little subforum. Christ. I must really suck.
I thought I read it in a Spielberg book. Whatever the one was there the guy seems to be schizophrenic. I never did even finish it was to boring. The Awakening maybe or The Dark Half.
That's the key. I'm an asshole. I don't like me much but I tolerate me as I must. I guess I like most everyone else even less so I am my default favorite. Can I be condescending, arrogant, and self deprecating at the same time?