So yesterday I go to the pill Doc, I have not been there since July 2007 and right after that I got preggers so I have been taking those meds now and just ran out. He was a new Doc, and was always slow back then... but now his waiting room was full. I never noticed he was a Psychiatrist and that real crazy people go to him.... since the waiting room was always empty in the past - I just called him my pill doc. As I sat there reading a JET magazine I started peeping up to watch the people. There was a woman that was having some type of scratching fit. It started with scratching her knee, then arm... then she went fucking nuts scratching her head. .. She said "I bet I just got lice from these seats" her hair was all messed up.. and she was doing the hardest scrapes on her bangs. I guess it is a mental thing.... that then I started itching...and so did half the people in there. WTF She got called back, and we all stopped itching... weird. Then I started watching this 20ish pretty girl chewing the hell out her nails... she had her legs crossed and her foot was doing fast circles .... I looked at the other side of the room and there was a mom with a preteen boy with turrets (but no cuss words- DAMN ) After waiting nearly 40 minutes I get back there ... the doc is real nice and funny and slightly ghetto in his manner. He comes in and says "HEY good to see you again... man its nice to see someone normal... its a CRAAZY day" I told him about itching while watching the scratchy lady... he laughed and said ... "Man I know... she makes me want a bath... Im still itching from her" He then says... "you put on some weight girl" as he is looking at my chart... and said "yeah we need to put you back on the Adderall.... and Im gonna give ya a script for Topamax - it will help ya shake off that mommy weight" He said "it works great with Adderall ... and you will be bangin in a few months" WTF does "BANGIN" mean??? gang bangin? banded up? I am so not cool... and up on the new slang... I am guessing it means - hot enough to fuck...which insults me saying I am not fuckable right now. So I stop by Walgreens's get them filled and come home, and just now... I look it up http://topamax-migraine-alternative...standard&OVADID=6938310021&OVKWID=78085972521 now I am freaked out - this IS a youngish ghetto doc...and since he IS so unprofessional - if you met him on the streets you would think he owns a rap studio... and well it looks kinda creepy ... What do you think? I am freaked out by the - you cant stop taking it, I like the weight loss part
I just noticed that site was an anti Topamax site...trying to sell another drug. I found this one.. http://epilepsy.emedtv.com/topamax/topamax-weight-loss.html now I am not so weirded out about it. I am gonna take them. If I disappear ... It probably fucked up my brain and I forgot about Fugly... thats ok. Apparently I will BANGIN and skinny ...I just wont know who I am
I know two bipolar people that take it. They give those anti-seizure meds to bipolar people, like Lamictal. I don't why. I thought it was for migraines too. They give anti-seizure meds for that too. I think they give anti-seizure meds to everyone. It's an off label use for weight loss. I would think that there would be better ways to lose weight. The two people that take it have never said they lost weight from it, but it is a side effect.
huh... so I guess at the moment I am ugly. Oh well ... yeah when I first started seeing him, he always hit on me, and he knew I was going thru a divorce, and he was flirty . This time He did not hit on me ,,, ugggg getting old and fat sucks. It is 1:40am I am wide awake, cant sleep, I guess from the new drugs. I cant even think of stuff to look up. I have been to all my usual sites... and nothing is interesting . no cool news, no good threads, my stocks suck, no one has sent me anything funny today, nothing I want on Ebay, even the craigslist crazies are tame tonight, no one doing anything cool on myspace, nothing worth diddlin to on youporn, I guess my brain is tarded tonight... or I think the internet sucks tonight. Going to sleep.... I hope
